真係好攰好攰，終於捱到了暑假，個master真係辛苦，不過總算到了一半，鬆一鬆先!
不過唔知係唔係辛苦得滯，加上winnie的事，地震的新聞，這幾天我哭傻了，眼有點腫，心緒也不靈。
而我也病倒了，聲帶發炎，不能說話，但也上班同做paper，好釆ALEX幫我打了2份PAPER，災情先可以控制，多謝你!
今年PROF NG會退休，她很嚴厲，要求高，但也令我成長過來，很興幸我能成為她的最後一班學生。
今年過得100%充實,變化大得很,令我很有感慨!
首先是轉工作的模式,由政府到自顧,很戲劇化呢!最初並不是自己的意願,令我更感慨萬千,命運總教人不可不低頭。幸運地,也算平安,現在仍在努力中。
My study......a harsh year because I have studied Putonghau, NLP Master, NLP Trainer, and studying counselling Master in Hong KOng University!i found the most difficult time is Oct to Dec.......I didn't play for 3 months!!just get up and work work work until midnight.......well, i learn much things and improved my confident, self awareness and happiness, good feeling but still harsh, ahahahaha, in 2008, I just study counselling only, so i think i can handle it better!
I am really excited at this moment(i can't sleep last night, as i am in excited state) because I have finished all my challenges!!
Last night is my NLP trainer graduation presentation.....Wow!I can't imagine I can cross over this kind of difficulties. I feel my flexibility has rised. Memorizable comment from Dr Cheung and my dearest friends! Dr. Cheung said my state keep energetic and stable even he disturb me for many times and he think my image is professional and attractive!for the content, I can inspire classmate to think about perceptual position with a suitable mini-video!Also my classmate Micheal said he think me is a silent person but you do very well...hahahaha, and Wendy said my mind is quick and your expectation is high. yes! Edward and atrick said my presentation is good too!
Of course Alex also praise me about my performace! I also think his presentation is high quality too because he use many photo which is taken when we go out. Also he is charming!!
Another good news is i got grade B og human development in counselling, excellent because i got fail last time, hoohohohoho!
This week I have a difficult time because there are total 3 examinations on sunday, tue and thur respectively.......very challenge me because those are difficult and not enough time to study at all!!
the one on sunday is NLP Trainer written test, a total 8 hours examination! I have just review for about 5 hours for the content......i found i can't memorize the content after i go through all the topic.....Alex is sitting at side of me, and proferor told student that we can use eye ball movement techniqe!!That's great!!so i finised the paper smoothly by "eye ball movement techique"!!Alex finished his paper by using 2 pens(and two pens' life is finised when the exam is finished. I write totally 30 pages and at the last hour I feel my hand very tired and can't write .So crazy!!
the 2nd one is human development for counselling, last time i fail the mid term, so i have to achiece a better result this time, but Dr. Ng's level is too high so i con't really understand what she talking about. I find the material is too much and i cannot underdtand and memorize the material provided......difficult.....after I finished this test on tue, i got sick that night........
with a sick feeling, but I have to further study the cpourse of introduction to counseling skill.....although i think this course is easier to handle but I have a low energy level ........too bad!!!
now, I have finished the main 3 exams......flesh feeling come from my heart and head.....great!! the brain become less heavy!!
on the other hand, i quite enjoy this feeling because i can cross over the challenge , hohohohohooho!!
開左學成1.5個月了,我返hku,alex返ust,我們一起上學去,大家一放假就一齊溫書, 大家叫大家不要溫習早點睡早起溫習做功課，但第二朝又見大家仍在睡不能起床直到訓夠為止，一齊話好忙於交功課及溫書, 一面又安慰對方平常心，唔識的東西又可以問你你又會識答我,感覺很好,因為我覺得你好叻,好祟拜你!!
媽媽投訴我現在讀書又要做野很辛苦，為何不一早不要做野直接讀m phil.讀完先做野......
我都唔知點答佢....
雖然忙,但其實我真的很開心!!
最近上nlp做左個limiting belief的突破,我覺得成個人鬆左好多, 真係好開心好舒服!!!
個limiting belief 係我覺得自己係一個唔attractive的人,那日我哭成淚人, 我唔想自己要please人, 人們才覺得我可愛，我的+ve intention其實係想多d人爰，很多時我覺得現在的愛只是短暫，同學們很驚訝我有這樣的想法,可我就是這樣想....
我好喜歡這首歌詞，因為我成日好想控制自己的將來，有時都覺得咁樣令自己好辛苦，
"Whatever Will Be, Will Be "這一句好豪爽, 冇錯，有時應該不必想太多。
Whatever Will Be, Will Be (QUE SERA, SERA) Doris Day-theme from "The Man Who Knew Too Much" in 1956-written: Jay Livingston, Ray EvansWhen I was just a little girl,
I asked my mother, "What will I be?
Will I be pretty? Will I be rich?"
Here's what she said to me:
Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be.
The future's not ours to see,
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be.
When I was just a child in school,
I asked my teacher, "What shall I try?
Should I paint pictures?
Should I sing songs?"
This was her wise reply:
Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be.
The future's not ours to see,
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be.
When I grew up and fell in love,
I asked my sweetheart, "What lies ahead?
Will we have rainbows day after day?"
Here's what my sweetheart said:
Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be.
The future's not ours to see,
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be.
Now I have children of my own,
They ask their mother, "What will I be?
Will I be handsome? Will I be rich?"
I tell them tenderly:
Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be.
The future's not ours to see,
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be.
最近好朋友蜜運, 真替她開心, 看著她的日記,令我心中不禁也甜絲絲, 想起同Alex一起以來的sweet sweet片段。
記得剛拍拖的一個多月時, 有一次放學後, Alex如常送我去969巴士站塔巴士回家, 由於一星期只有一天可以見面, 所以我地都好珍惜這段路程一起的時間。但怎依依不捨都要上巴士，上左巴士好自然大家都會又九秒九打電話
比大家, 那一次我同佢講"很不捨得呢, 下星期我們才能見面",佢就話"你現在立即下車吧,我也很不捨得你,快!"於是我呆了呆但也不由自主的下車了，下車後我急步行去上一個站的方向，不久我便看到一個跑得極快兩頭望的他, 我們擁著良久,聽到他的心跳得很快
(hehe,跑完步ma)，我們對望著，一會兒我們便爆笑出來
今日上學同學們都說夫婦學了NLP會無交嗌,一定會好悶，我地就話點會ar,唔嗌交仲有好多野做ga,hahaha!
其實我地冇用嗌交來表達意見咁解jei，溝通可以有好多種方法ge!
